Fayt's online diary

3 wOrDs..

2007-07-25T00:20:00.000-07:00

3 words to describe my feelings nw..
sad
worried
insecure

Sianx..

2007-05-31T22:19:00.000-07:00

wah my sch gt an outbreak of dengue fever,tt means i'm in a dangerous situation since the mosquito likes my blood omg!
hmmm nw in sch doing project,dear c i so guai!!!
eng n shan pon lesson sia..
juz nw so funny,tchr ask my grp go den oni left me LOL!
he tio shock haha=x
hehe 1yr LOVE anniversary reaching soon yeah!!!
will 4eva b sweet i promise^^

QuItInG oF mApLe

2007-02-20T19:09:00.000-08:00

quitted maple cos of the harm it brings me..
i haf learn my lesson.
hapi tt she still gif me a chance hehe,i will definitely treasure it~
xie xie lao po mUcKs!!!

SaDnEsS FiLlEd My EnTiRe HeArT..

2007-02-15T17:30:00.000-08:00

end of our love story..
sad duno hw to say,guess it's reali fated sob..

SaDnEsS

2007-01-30T22:09:00.000-08:00

after hearing xu wei lun's death,i feel so sad sob..
hope she can R.I.P!
her death make me realise tt we shud treasure our life n everyone,esp loves 1 around us..
we duno n can't predict the future,treasure nw to avoid regrets!
Life is juz so unpredictable haix..
whole day feeling down n slpy,haix..
sry dear dear 2day make u angry!
we r so fated wahaha,confirm will last 4eva de hehe,true love den haf tis *fate*
u noe wad i mean hor? *grins*
i simply love u alot!
MuCkSsS!

WoNdErFuL dAy!

2007-01-26T23:01:00.000-08:00

hehe,2day my dear dear come my hse..
she brought along wif her my valentine present,love it v.MUCH dun worry^^
we slp on my bed n "ahem ahem ahem"<---(warning: kids below 18 shud nt read tis)
i juz love sniffing u hehex..
went down brought dinner eat,dear feed me hehe!
lao po u're the best MUCKS!!!
lao gong ai ni infinity + infinity!!!
we will definitely last 4eva,no doubts heex..
i miss u badly!!!

CaN't BeAr To PaRt Fr0m U!

2007-01-23T06:53:00.000-08:00

2day i so guai,nv late for sch wahaha!
at 1st i wan pon morning lesson de but my fren Ling gt go sch so i decide to go sch den can take mrt wif her LOL!
shan notty lor,pon lesson..in the end she oni come for 1-3 de lesson,she attended 2hrs of lesson=.="
as usual during lesson went eat.
but tis time was wif eng,she so cool sia,went out room w/out telling tchr=.="
as for me i'm abit hum,i ask tchr for permission gg toilet..
den tchr suan wo sia!!!
he say i wan go whr campus de toilet LOL!
went for pe,tchr ask y i nv wear pe shirt my fren huiling help me bluff tchr by saying i gt stomach cramp=X
had 2meals again,huiling lor..ask me pei her eat=.+'
sch end 3pm,shan ask me pei her eat awhile but i at 1st say meeting my turtle lao po but she say will v.fast so i loyal pei her^^
den in the end i late for meeting wif my turtle lao po den her face all turn black sia,so scary=X
she like kind of shout at me say y i always late sob..
lao po sry,i din mean to b late de!
watched ghost tunnel wif my lao po,as usual we ahem ahem ahem=X
time to bid gd bye wif her,was so sad juz nw..
reali hope to stick n glue to her everytime n wherever she go,haix..
tis could oni come true in future ba,yao deng wo wor!
hmm,time to fake oink oink den ltr call my turtle lao po le hehe..

MiRaClE

2007-01-20T19:35:00.000-08:00

Wah 0mg,i din noe my mood can change so fast n surprisingly,
u r the only person hu can make me sad or happy v.fast=X
Juz nw after u called me i was so happy,nt sad anymore!
i noe y i sad le, cos i tot u shop until 4gt me liao LOL!
wana b wif u every moment leh,but ned wait sob..
i love u!

Desperately for FREEDOM!

2007-01-20T14:00:00.000-08:00

haix..couldn't reach my dear cos my sim card taken by my mum sob..
the last msg i receive from her is tt she maybe nt gg hm 2day..
so i'm dead worried.
even though tried calling her aso no use,can't reach her cos her hp is off sob..
nw feeling v.empty,duno y..
maybe it's becos i'm w/out her,tt's y wil like tt..
WHEN THE HELL CAN I HAF MY FREEDOM!!!
DESPERATELY NEEDING IT,WHEN CAN I B WIF THE 1 I LOVE???
I'm dying,reali need it badly..

MiSsInG eEuUu..

2007-01-19T23:27:00.000-08:00

went to sch as usual,din late tis time wahaha!
teacher nv teach anything so i played crazy taxi all the way in the lab..
went to eat as usual using toilet as excuse heex=P
hmm,nothing much to say..lesson end at 12 so went back hm str away..
no choice i'm v.guai=X
den waited for my dear dear's call but sad cos she end late so can't meet sob..
was playing maple when she called n i auto switch off maple,juz wana concentrate toking to her duno y LOL!
had a little quarrel wif her as usual,real couples always like tt so we r reali in love=X
but in the end,she 4gif me hehex..Ty la0 p0,la0 g0ng heart ni!
nw waiting for her in msn while i exploring new things tt can b add to my blog hehex..

4eVa 2g3th3r!

2007-01-18T23:44:00.000-08:00

hmm,woke up late 2day..
lesson starts @ 8.30 i 9.15 den reach=.="
den suay suay 9am gt duno wad talk n when i reach,i couldn't find the room though i gt walk around to find,so was consider absent for both lesson sob..
i sat at the canteen alone,so scary,i hate loneliness=X
n suddenly felt the urge to eat so gg buy food eat..
den ltr around 10+ my class ppl they all come out from the LT..
shan wana eat so i pei her eat again,my 2nd meal=.+"
i'm fat thnks!
after reaching hm,la0 p0 called me n ask me wana meet anot.
though tt time i was tired n lazy,i duno y i will say wan meet leh=X
maybe it's the power of love hehex..
maybe it's juz tt i dunwan her meet another person=X
maybe it's tt i dunwan her to b lonely cos she say she's lonely so muz pei her more^^
la0 g0ng of cos will jealous easily de esp when la0 p0 meet a person hu like her=X
so haha,was so glad she din meet her=.="
aiyo la0 p0,u r indeed a shopping craz=X
reach every mrt station gt shopping centre de u keep bugging me to gg shop wif u LOL!
haha luckily i'm persistent wana gg downtown east there de beach.
beach romantic ma tt's y i like=X
hehe finally reach our destination,we sat down n chat n look at the sky though the sunset set alr=.="
den we ahem ahem ahem=XXXXXXX
took mrt gg hm,as usual she send me hm 1st=.="
so nw become like la0 p0 = la0 g0ng,la0 g0ng =la0 p0+.+"""
la0 p0 i miss u like mad,in future muz live 2gether wif me wor!
n b wif me 4eVa^^

A sAd DaY..I WiLL cHaNgE i PrOmiSe!

2006-10-24T20:07:00.000-07:00

Dui Bu Qi, i promise wun eva lie to u again..
Ni bu yao shen qi le k?
Yuan liang wo ke yi ma?
Wo bu neng mei you ni,yao xiang xin wo dui ni shi zhen xin de..
Wo shi zhen de zhen de ai ni!!!
u r my bunny lao po 4eva!

SoB SoB..

2006-09-04T21:06:00.000-07:00

So sad, hp spoilt can't msg sob sob..
Alot ppl can't find me n i aso can't find them..
Moodless whole day, nv slept last nite..
Cos..
On a LookOut for somebody..
Cya i g2g bye..

SaD dAy CoS i MiSs U!

2006-08-25T03:29:00.000-07:00

Sad, duno wad to say..
Dun wan tok abt it.. sob~
Time will heal so u dun worry..
1st time i felt tis way,esp the things u say=X
I'm nt angry..
Miss u too much so feeling sad..
sob...
-sadness bai tu-

HaPpY n SaD mOoD, mIxEd FeElInGs!

2006-08-20T07:33:00.000-07:00

Hmm, will try update my blog in future hahaha!
Wad to say ar?
Ehhh, hmmm, ........
Counting 40 days long to c *tt person*, everyday is like hell to me, duno y time seems to pass so slow w/out *tt person*'s presence=.="""
I realise *tt person* is veri impt in my heart, i can't live w/out *tt person*
Hug hug kiss kiss=p *Wo ai ni* MUCKS!
4eva 2gether always! it's a promise~
Msg to *tt person*
"U will nv be replaced by any person cos u r the oni one for me! Wo >>H3aRt<<>When i'm wif *tt person* time seems to pass so fast so sad~ Y i can't pause the time when i'm wif *tt person*, time is juz nt enough sob..
Hope faster 40 days over den c *tt person*!

I'm In LuV???

2006-07-26T21:26:00.000-07:00

Well i haf juz done a Love Test & found it to be quite accurate abt my character so i hope to share wif u guys..
Those interested can go tis web c-->
http://naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm

Below is the description of me after doing the test

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal, faithful, never change.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is that both of you can talk about everything and anything, no secret is kept.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

7. You are quite pessimistic, you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.

SpEcIaL 4eVa!

2006-06-20T19:51:00.000-07:00

It's a special day mucks!
~ New La0 p0 n La0 g0ng BoRn~
telepathy n fate link us 2gether!
It's the day tt change my life to a blissful one,n the day whr 2person meet n their love story begins here...

LaNdEd In ItE

2006-05-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

Nw in sch lab..
So sian, teacher ask us do another blog..
30mins more to go home, home sweet home, sweet sweet maple=X
Veri long nv update le, been enjoying maple while my kor enjoy his time wif his gf=X
Haha, like tis aso gd he wun snatch com from me, wahahaha!
Miss alot frens, sad sia!
Hate myself for slacking..

FaYt'S gEtTiNg StRoNgEr!

2006-01-21T22:12:00.000-08:00

Yo, been mapling for mani days
my char at cass finally lvl 52!
Yeahhh, came thru alot of frens in maple world=D
gd for ppl like me cos i dun like going out to mix wif other ppl
1 week more to Happy New Year!
yesss, looking forward to tis veri day....

It'S oVeR

2005-12-01T01:45:00.000-08:00

The time at the resort was fun=D
At 1st we can't enter the resort cos we're all under 18
OMG!!! luckily baoling's nice kor take cab come save us
hohoho, joanna wan to yi sheng xiang xu=X
We plae heart-attack until our heart wan to drop out..
wuhahax, our scream could be heard from 1st floor, lol
Gt 1 veri funny thing, we all go escape plae haunted hse
no one kana the touch from the ppl hu act as ghost inside except ME!!!
Den ltr nick, me, jojo, lingZ enter the haunted hse, i aso kana touch by ghost again!
after tt, i ask all of them hu kana touch by the ghost & nick sae he kana
After i tink over again, i noe y the ghost touch us!
the truth is the ghost touch guys & they tot i was a guy too
OMG!!! Gal= guy???
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FiNaLlY iT's AlMoSt OvEr

2005-11-16T01:38:00.000-08:00

Finally exam is almost over except for 2 mcq paper to go
hohoho, ABCD can le
A log put off me, finally can plae maple le
endured a veri long time nv plae sia
Miss miss it alot worr...
hope exam will be over soon
After tt we will haf a bbq on nov28
hooray, can go escape plae=]
Dun noe why, i still can't get over some things
i juz can't forget even though i haf try veri hard
the feeling is hard to die off, i guess it will become part of my memories forever
haiz, i haf lose hope in tt, no point saying!

WaHh, 0-level liao=(

2005-11-11T20:50:00.000-08:00

So long nv post le, cos i'm busy wif my studies & mapling=]
aso veri long nv online msn liao, hmm miss alot of chat mates
11 more days to finish 0-level le, hooray!!! a load off me=)
But den veri afraid tt i nv do well in 0's & get to retain=(
haiyo, too late for regret le..
nvm, can enjoy myself until feb next year
Hope tt i will go poly, hmm, stop here, cya..

TrUe Or FaKe

2005-10-14T22:40:00.000-07:00

Juz read my mail..
discover tt my mail gt a daily horoscope so i decide to check
It says "
Libra(Sept. 23-Oct. 22)
You've finally realized that it's not your imagination.
Someone who's famously better at keeping everything buried really has been sending out some very direct hints.
Now that you've put two and two together, what are you going to say?"
Wondering if it's real or fake since nothing happen to me tis morning..lolx
maybe tt i dun haf tis luck, nvm i gif up..

SaDdEd

2005-10-14T20:51:00.000-07:00

2dae plae bball after sch..
it rain heavily but we still plae & haf alot of fun in the rain
Return hm almost gt a heart-attack!!!!
maple story can't plae, it auto log off a few minutes after i log in
sui sia, aso can't download, it says service unavailable..
haiz, these few days i tink no maple day ba
dun noe can live without it anot..lol
& now my kor aso can't plae maple so he snatch the television
cause me to be more rotten=(
cos when he plae maple, i usually watch tele to pass away time
gonna be so sian sia=[

LoOkInG 4wArD 2 2mOrO

2005-10-12T15:06:00.000-07:00

Let's tok abt morning..
when i was abt to walk to talk the lift, i spotted 1 cockroache on the ground, blocking my way..
As u noe, i'm veri afraid of cockroache so i dun dare to cross over & somehow i struck there for a few minutes, hoping tt it would go away..
But unfortunately, it kept crawling around tt area..
haiz, haf no choice but to climb the stairs from floor 11 to 1..lolx
Hmm, at class i do a time table to study for 0-level
cannot slack le, planning to start it on mon..lolx, i'm lazy=]
Looking 4ward to 2moro, cos gt a big? event coming..lolx
Cya guys=P

LoNg TiMe No SeE=]

2005-10-07T17:25:00.000-07:00

Hafen been updating my blog recently.. cos i'm addicted to another thing- playing maple story.. lolx=] Erm, let's tok abt 2dae.. Betty cut hair short le, fren sae she's like a butch.. But to me, she din even look like one cos butch hair are spiky whereas her hair is oni short nia.. I find a problem wif myself, a problem of waking up late & my weird hand tt is causing me to be late for sch.. On 1 time, as my clock rang, my kor saw me press the clock myself but i dun even haf the impression of pressing it..lolx Maybe it's the stress tt causing me to be so-call "weird" In addition, i feel veri tired in sch & slept during lessons, it never happens to me b4 & i aso never felt so tired in my life.. Maybe i gt some illness, or maybe i should sleep earlier.. lol=P

ScIeNcE pReLiM

2005-09-16T13:40:00.000-07:00

Physics was quite hard..
but i noe how to do abit=]
kept doing until the last minute, hope will pass
Chemistry was damn hard..
when i flip over the paper, all i could do was to stare there blindly & look blur
so hard man, especially the last part..
IT WAS A KILLER!
But two of my fren sae tat it was quite easy..
maybe it's becos i never study or can't seems to understand wat the qn was toking abt
maybe they two are science freaks..lol
Message for ppl?
Guys, dun worry abt things tat wun happen..
things will go smoothly & turn out fine
I'll be there for u all & support u all all the way=]

MaThS & sS pReLiM

2005-09-15T14:20:00.000-07:00

2dae de maths is beyond my imagination cos it was somehow quite easy..
exactly different from the one i haf imagin=]
But too bad for ss, they set the qn i never study
fail is for sure for the structure essay..
Wonder if my source-based will pull me up or juz the oop..
haiz, 2moro test on science
My worst subject & the highest chance of getting a F10
Dun worry, nothing will happen to u all de!
gd luck & all the best..
May god bless u!

ScIeNcE pRaCtIcAl PrElIm

2005-09-14T16:50:00.000-07:00

2dae de science practical *shok* sia..
i thought oni 1 sheet of blank paper is needed out of the given 3
but den actually all 3 is needed but i din noe
I used up all 3 paper doing juz 1 qn but later at the back, the instruction says repeat the following procedure another two times..
U noe tt time i was so anxious & frighten, i almost cried out
but den teacher save me!
My voice was like trembling when i asked teacher for another 2 piece of paper
the 2 piece of paper i crushed le cos i thought those are extras
i thought he would scold me but luckily, he din..
scare me to death sia!
i wasted alot of time but heng, manage to finish all the process..
Dun ever wan to haf practical again, hate pratical cos u haf to depend on urself to do all the experiment & no one can help u cos teacher is supervising..
& afterall in the past, all the practical we do are done by my fren & i juz copy her work
Teacher laugh at me cos i dun even noe how to switch on the bursen burner!
it was like so pai seh when he asked me wat i'm doing when i try to act like how to switch on the bursen burner..

AcC & LiT pReLiM

2005-09-12T14:44:00.000-07:00

Acc was damn hard..
din really haf the time to finish off all the qn
fail le la, like joanna sae de..
I'm a POTENTIAL F10 acc failure!
Lit aso no chance, hard too cos i never even touch it
My fren sae quite ok larh, lucky i still gt some of my last time memory of lit & did some revision in sch..
Wonder how i would fare, maybe get a special U for both the subject..
hu knows..?

ChiNeSe-PrElIm

2005-09-11T14:33:00.000-07:00

For 2dae, Chinese paper 1 was damn hard..
it consist of the compo & letter writing
I tink tat my compo out of point le cos i dun really understand the given qn
my letter writing aso sucks
Luckily my paper 2 was ok ok..
juz found out from my fren tt my han yu pin yin oni 1 correct nia
& the compre is difficult cos can't find the ans inside so i mix wif my own given ans=X
Going to haf my nap later, wake up le muz study literature & acc
sianz but still muz study
if not fail is the oni option=[

PrElImS!

2005-09-09T20:24:00.000-07:00

Sianx, stay at home the whole dae, for the sake of being a guai gal..
But den veri boring cos i haf nothing to do at home..
haha, actually in reality i gt alot of thing hafen do, eg, study my subject for prelims..
Dun noe why dun haf the mood to study, ps2 games aso sick liao, cpu on the way to rot..
But still perservering, i try to bite my teeth & study my chinese..
The morning & afternoon atmosphere isn't for studying i thought, so i try my luck at night..
Hmm, it really works=)
An owl like me should study at night & sleep in the afternoon or else i dun haf the motivation to study..
Dun noe why, maybe born to be like tat.. haha

TrIp 2 MaLaYsIa

2005-08-21T20:58:00.000-07:00

2dae haf to wait up at 4pm to go on a trip to malaysia to find the soul of my grandparents up & tok..

Pissed off by mumi at 3plus cos she kept telling me repeatly to wake up, but den my dadi still hafen return home cos yesterdae he went to his brother's place to plae majong & yet to return.. But juz nice when the time struck 4, he return home & ask me to wake up or else we'll be late.. Hmm, at the checkpoint of the malaysia counter there, the officer ask me a stupid question " Are u MISS yap hui ting?"

Of course i reply yes larh..

Actually i already haf in mind tat she would ask tis question cos the photo in my passport is taken when i still got my long hair but now is spike up de so u c, they can't spot the difference..

lolx=P

After tat, we travel in a van to go to our destination..

Wif the help of the old woman summoner i suppose, my grandparent's soul was summon up.. Actually it was quite scary, i even tremble..

Other ppl may sae tat the summoner is fake but den tis one is really true..

Without any information, the old women hu is possessed by my grandparent sae all our current situation now..

For mine, they sae i always plae cpu & never help to do housework=X

Later after seeing, we go eat our meals & went shopping at giant..

My dadi was so greedy tat he brought 8 bottles of shampoo tat cause us to haf a realli hard time bringing them back ( too heavy )..

Saw quite a few of my type de ppl at giant, happy tat out there in the world aso gt ppl the same as me, wearing big funky clothes & acting like ah beng..

The same situation applies when i reach the counter when departing..

She aso ask me the same question, so sian..

Veri pai seh at tat moment, my face turn tomato red, she was like shock to hear tat the ppl in the passport is me..

I tink she thought i was a boi ba & her face look as if i haf taken the wrong passport..

lolx=P

Reach home at 3plus around 4, watch vcd until now..

Going to fetch my dear mumi liao, gd nitez =D

FrEnShIp MaInTaIn

2005-08-19T12:27:00.000-07:00

Finally my conflict wif joanna is over..

We become frens again=p

Hahaha, we crake jokes, plae pranks on others juz like we had done b4..

Hooray!

End of cold war..

However one bad news, JUNYANG IS OUT!!!

Oh nOOO, he's the oni superstar tat i support but still out..

Maybe the mediacorp make a mistake, suppose to be his opponent hu muz be out & not him.. How i wish everything was not real..

Sadded='(

CoLd WaR

2005-08-17T15:39:00.000-07:00

I admit i haf some faults too for saying those harsh words to u..
But dun noe y tat yesterdae i can't control my temper & vent it on u..
Maybe i was too troubled wif my family problems cos my parents quarrel..
Dui bu qi la, 4 years frenship le!
Can't let it go into waste riz?
Can we return to the past where we gt everything in the world to sae abt & gossip abt others=X Let's stop tis cold war hao ma?
I wasn't really quite adapt to the 2 days where u din tok to me the whole dae..
Sianx & boring..lolx!

SoRrIe Is A hArD wOrD tO sAe

2005-08-16T15:57:00.000-07:00

2dae joanna ignore me the whole dae cos of something..

Dun ask me the reason, cos i aso not quite sure wat's she's angry abt..

Maybe of the particular words tat i sae to her might haf hurt her, but den she shouldn't haf anyhow touch my things without my conscent..

Haiz, dun tok abt tis, see how 2moro lor..

Hmm, i somehow noe why all tis bad things kept happening to me 2dae..

My right eyes hurt, joanna's angry, maybe is cos of yesterdae i lose control of my bball & it roll down the grass..

When i go & take the bball, i realised tat the joss stick has fall..

I immediately put it back but did not pray( it was our chinese superstitious tat when we make the joss stick fall by accident, we should immediately pray or else tat thing may follow us back home)

Oops, could it be?

ChInEsE o-LeVeL rEsUltS oUt

2005-08-12T14:50:00.000-07:00

Chinese o-level results out in 1h45min time, exclaimed us as we count the time.. Poppop,poppop, the sound of our heart beating & as the time goes by, it became louder & louder..

Finally, it's 15min to the time!

Our heart nearly pop out as we look at the clock & wished each other gd luck even though it was too late for regrets..

We hope for the best along the way there, but unfortunately, bad news was waiting for us..

Our principle announced tat no one get a distinction for chinese, BAD!!!

When it's my turn to get a peek of my result, my heart nearly pop out from my mouth..

NO WAY was the words inside my heart as i oni got B4, way way away from my target of at least a A..

As for my fren, their results were aso quite same as me, some of them broke into tears & needed console..

1st time i saw my fren cry, well, i dun feel the urge to cry cos there's always another chance..!!RETEST!!

Phew...

At least tis can salvage the situation we're in now, or else even me, the cool cool gal will aso cried..

Now den i realise 0-level is indeed veri scary..

Better watch out next time!

ShOpPiNg IsN't TaT fUn

2005-08-08T16:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae went shopping wif my frens at bugis..
Hahas, i was late by 1h but luckily, my fren doesn't blame me..
When i reach there, they were shock to see me wearing kind of boyish clothes & kept looking at me wif tat look[i hate it]!!!
Nah, i dun dare to look up while we were travelling to there cos i'm veri pai seh..
Hmm, we went there bai bai & pick some 'lucky number' lolx=p
But luckily i never buy, it din strike yesterdae nite..
haha, no need to waste money!!!
Waste my time there as my fren kept looking at the things but never buy & there was nothing tat could interest me..
Maybe could be becos my frens were all looking at gal's stuff & neglect the "boy's stuff" for me tat's why i'm veri sian there..
Ate yoshimaya's food there, found out tat it was veri delicious & ask my mumi bring me go eat someday, she agree & promise me..yuppie!!!
2dae never go sch=X
Half day nia dun need la, go le aso never study..
So why waste time, i rather sleep longer=x
Sian now, no one jio me to plae bball..signx!
SIGNBOARD-[Hu wan to plae bball ? ]
CONTACT ME LOR!!!
I wun wan to miss out the fun u guys are hafing..
haha=D

ReAlLi SoRrIe TiS tImE

2005-08-06T16:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae nite joanna call me & ask me if i wan to go burger king study wif them anot..

Den i sae see 1st 2moro but den i never go..

Sorrie joanna!!!

Realli feel veri bad abt it..

i will make up to u somehow..

2moro going down to bugis & do shopping wif my frens=p

Hope tat the weather is cloudy & ideal for shopping cos maybe 2moro is my last going out as i need to stay at home & revise my work liao..

PRELIM IS COMING --- PHOBIA

0-LEVEL IS COMING --- WORST NIGHTMARE!!!

I hAf LeT gO..

2005-08-04T21:26:00.000-07:00

Now things are fine for me, i hafen been tinking abt euu anymore..

It's nice to noe tat our friendship haf not been broken & might as well we will remain frens 4eva..

I'm starting to make myself not avoid euu & i tink i'm quite success..

The feelings i haf for u is gone liao ba cos now when i face euu, i do not feel my heart beating as hard as b4..

2dae met 3 *creatures* on the way to sch!!

Millipede & 2 caterpillar sticking on me & wun let go..

1 caterpillar i use my hand brush it away while the other one is it drop on the floor of the parade square & one of the guys step it to death until it's body is cut into two parts..

Eeeee!!!

The millipede is killed by MEEE by using a book & smash on it..

lolx=D

Everyone around me was so relieved when they see the dead corpse cos they look tense when it is still alive=X

2nite i'm hafing the worst nightmare from now on until 31days from now as it is GHOST RETURNING DAY!!!

Oops, 4get to bai bai!!

Wait they come & find me, now better go prepare the bai bai material, no time to waste, see u=P

SaMe FaTe

2005-07-30T17:28:00.000-07:00

2dae wake up late at 1.30pm so never go ochard wif joanna they all..

Luckily no one want to go as joanna is sick, so haha, lucky never wake up at 7plus..phew!!!

Last night got someone call me guy again..

It was a promoter of ice-cream!!!

She call me mister & ask me if i would like to buy ice-cream..

I decline the offer as the weather was damn cold & she's still promoting the ice-cream..

Should sell some hot stuff ma den i will gladly buy regardless of the price..

Juz now read the Jue dui superstars de i magazine..

Derrick was so cute & jun yang was so shuai, a double duo!!

Letting go of her is like having a lump off my mind, i'm no longer stress..

Perhaps it was a wiseful deicision tat i haf make & tat i should haf let go her earlier..

I'm okay liao

2005-07-28T16:17:00.000-07:00

I tink i haf recover from the hurt liao, but den dun noe why i wan 2 avoid yew..

Maybe i tink i'm too embarassed to face yew anymore..

I tink from now on i wun be thinking of euu, instead, i would kept myself busy & i'm sure as time goes by, i will enternally forget euu..

Tat's the end of my love story, i wun continue on tis road anymore as love hurtz me so badly.. *sob sob*

ReCoVeR fRoM dEpPrEsSiOn

2005-07-26T17:18:00.000-07:00

Thks 4 my fren de console, i'll get over it..

I guess i juz go anti-love, love is not suitable for me..

It juz hurtz!!!

I guess i'll try & 4get her, juz wanna concentrate on my studies..

Hope to go out wif frens to shopping malls or town so i wun tink of euu & as time goes by, i tink my wound will heal & tat yew will be completely out of my life..

CoNtEnTeD tO c YeW tHe WhOlE dAy

2005-07-24T15:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae go out wif joleen, alton & joanna to a sch funfair to plae..

Den after all the eat plae plae plae event, we go junction 8 & meet wendy & hui juan to c the SUPERSTARS..

Alot of ppl station there so u c, we were all squeezing like MAD!!!

I even felt someone touch my butt & push herself/himself against me, haha, dun noe hu izzit, cos i'm busy looking at the superstars..

We wait from 1.30pm to 3plus b4 we get to c them on stage..

Wow, it was damn HOT!!!

Especially the time the superstars come out, everyone was screaming like hell!!

I dun scream, mind u..

The loudest scream was DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN cos he was cute & shuai too, not much differences from the tv..lol!

I support wei jian & jun yang, may god bless u two to the way of sucess, i will guarantee vote u two..

I was in a good mood the whole dae cos i saw u in a good mood too, u brought the smile on my face even though the dae was quite tiring for me..

Fall into a deep sleep the moment i went home, thanks ferr giving me a wonderful memories..

FrIgHtEnEd

2005-07-22T14:51:00.000-07:00

Hmm, 2dae almost late for sch..
Everytime wait for yuling, bertina & hidah until almost late liao!
Luckily no late comer's form..
Cos if u r late three times like tat, u muz wear a shirt which got the word " late comer " sticking behind, den tat time veri pai seh lei..
One day of fame lor, lolx! Bertina & me porn ss course 2dae, so bad!
She led me de, not my fault, haha..
Almost fainted in the bus 2dae juz now returning home!
Cos yuling kept toking to me & tat i haf to focus my attention on her..
But den i must focus on the outside screen in order not to vomit, a close shave..
Finally reach home le, yuppie, home sweet home..
Can god pls let me dream of her cos 2dae can't c her..
2952 - Joanna's lucky number..
Lolx=P

PaSsWoRd ChAnGe 2 PrOvE mY lOvE

2005-07-21T17:21:00.000-07:00

Juz return back frm shopping cos juz now after sch immediately got fren jio me go causeway point..
2dae someone call me sir!
Guess wat?
When joanna, shiqi & me go mcdonald buy breakfast, the auntie thought i want to buy food but den i ask joanna help me order le..
The auntie repeately sae sir sir but the funniest part is tat joanna thought the auntie was calling another man hu was sitting down & enjoying his food so she call out to the man & shout uncle 3 times like tat but den later, the auntie look at me & sae wat i want to order..
Tis make joanna veri pai seh cos she was calling out for the wrong person..
At first, i really dun noe the auntie was calling me so i let joanna shout, but den the uncle din respond, luckily for joanna..
Haha, but i sae to joanna tat maybe he's not a uncle, should call him da ge or some name which are not so old so he will respond..
But luckily in the end, when she was trying to call out, the auntie look at me & repeat her question..
Bad day la, quite sad the whole day cos i miss someone when she was away so i was described as completely moodless..

HeArTbRoKeN

2005-07-20T18:50:00.000-07:00

I haf been having a crush on yew for 6 months le..
2dae i tink tat u haf already noe my feeling for yew cos i could sense tat yew are avoiding me purposely..
Cos of tis, i'm veri sad..
If u can't accept my love, den tell me face to face, cos i noe it's hard for yew to avoid me everywhere yew go..
I noe i will get hurt but i rather yew tell me cos i dun wan to c yew avoiding me becos yew can't bring urself to tell me tis cruel words..
Short pain is better den long pain inflicted, i rather suffer for short term den long term..
Boi..?
Am i..?
Someone calls me boi 2dae, plus it's a teacher..
Perhaps she can't c me wearing skirt cos i'm seated tat's why she call me Boii..
Do i really look like a boi..?
I'm not a butch, mind u!!! Butch like ppl to call them boi but i find the name disgusting, butch bind breast but i dun..
So ppl out there, dun anyhow judge me by saying nasty comment abt me..
I'm a human being too, i haf feelings too!!!

A hApPy DaY sEeMs To PaSs So QuIcKlY

2005-07-17T22:51:00.000-07:00

2dae i felt so guilty cos yesterdae i promise joanna to call her up tis morning at 9am to confirm if i wan to go wif them to Ang mo kio library to study anot, but den i wake up late so i 4get everything..
In the afternoon, my mumi bring me go buy sch shoes & den the uncle call me XIAO DI!!!
Lol, he still continue 2 call me XIAO DI even though my mumi & i laugh real hard..
Tat uncle siao de, den my mumi sae if i continue to grow tis type of hairstyle, other ppl will continue 2 treat me as a boi!!!
Later, my cousin de mumi call me & ask me if i got go catch crab anot, den she sae if i never go den she & her kids dun wan to go..
I got so big-face wor=P lol!
So i decide 2 go since nothing to do at hse..
Den i ask my cousin they all bring bring bicycle go ride at the park..
Oni his sis bring, he never bring, Oops, nvm..
I ride him!
Den when i was riding him, i tink of a interesting way to ride the bicycle, thus, i ask him to hold the handle of the bicycle while i cycle the bicycle..
I dun noe he dun get it so i put off my hand..
From tat moment, we both fell down wif scratches but his one was more serious..
Luckily he never cry =X He get up, den i ask him go his sis there so tat she can ride him!
Mind u, her sis although is 3years old younger den him, she's fatter den him, so dun get shock! So in order to increase my speed, i cycle my bicycle & push them..
When we reach the down slope, i let go & they look veri happy & scream out real loud..
Den suddenly, from afar, i saw their bicycle collide..
So funny =X
Den i quickly go & act concern by asking if they're injured or not..
He sae his hand is veri pain & his sis sae nothing..
Den after tat we return to the site without toking to each other, i tink he's angry wif me ba=X But lately, he seems to 4get the pain & plae wif me..lol, tat's my strange cousin..

A bOrInG dAy JuZ pAsT sO sLoWlY

2005-07-16T20:20:00.000-07:00

Sian sian sian ah!!
Nothing to do, my blog settle liao..
NOW SO FREE UNTIL WAN 2 BORED 2 DEATH LIAO LA!!
Hmm, anyone wans me to do their blog..?
I'm veri free now!!
Ask me help u do, quick or else later wait i'm not free le..
Now available 2 help anyone wif their blog..
Hu wan me to do..?
TAG MY BLOG & TELL ME!!
IT'S FREE OF CHARGE=P, & i'm not cheap=X

Wo YoU kU zHoNg, Bu ShI wO bU xIaO sHuN

2005-07-16T17:25:00.000-07:00

2day my god-mother 5oth birthday & she holds the celebration at pasir ris park..
She book the pit & the room liao, but i dun wan to go..
The reason is largely due to my hair!
If i go there, i will suffer many humilation & lose face too..
Thus, i rather not go & let them sae my hair & i dun wan my relative there to mistook me for a boi & when they realise tat they call me wrongly, they would den ask why i cut my hair until now like boi, den hor, it's so pai seh de lor..

CoNfEsSiOn Of My LoVe

2005-07-15T18:10:00.000-07:00

2dae i tink i saw her cry in front of me but i can't do anything abt it & i feel completely helpless.. Cos i dun wanna let her noe i care for her, & tat i like her..
If i show my concern towards her, she will noe abt it..
I'm so down when i saw her shear tears & i can't do anything to help her or even cheer her up..
I juz dun haf the courage to admit tat i like her, i'm a failure in love='[

StUdY sTuDy StUdY

2005-07-01T13:43:00.000-07:00

Hmm, juz change my name to fayt..
Well, i got tis name from a ps game name star ocean!!!
Cos i like tat guy veri much so i name after him=X, lol=D..
Looking over through the past days, i realise i haf slack all along the way!!!
Now is the time i wake up & buck up so i set myself a target..
I muz study everyday in order to plae any games..
Haha, tis looks like i'm force to study in order to plae riz..?
Actually oni tis method i tink would be able to motivate me to study=X..
haha=P!!!

PhObIa Of ScH

2005-06-25T19:52:00.000-07:00

Oops!!!
Sch reopen in two days from now..
The worst problem tat i worry is HOMEWORK HAFEN DO!!!
Die le, hope teacher wun scold nor get angry.. 2moro is the last day i can enjoy so i haf no time for homework, no choice but to put them aside..hahaha!

WaH kAo!!! OpEnInG oF sCh Is ExAm!!!

2005-06-17T20:50:00.000-07:00

Wah lao, my retest of exam is on the opening of sch..
Scary sia, cos now i hafen even touch any of my books nor study..
Die le la, gonna fail again ba=[
Now hafen even enjoy, hafen really get to plae bball wif my brothers since last time tat is long ago le..
Hoping tat we would be able to haf a bball game before sch reopen, let me haf good time before sch reopens & den i suffer..
Miss u guys alot, hope tat we can put down all the unhappy moments & haf a really wonderful bball game..

DaYs At CoUsIn De HsE!!!

2005-06-13T15:58:00.000-07:00

Got miss me?
Anybody?
Haha, now at cousin de hse staying for a holiday..
2moro my cousin de papa wanna take us to shopping mall to buy rabbit, i tink influence by my rabbit de cuteness ba.. lol=D
I miss bball alot, hu wan to plae can contact me quickly after i return tis fri..
Miss all of u so much, but the days here was quite fun..
We plae majong, poker cards together & laugh together!
But den tink back i miss my ps2, cpu & my parent..
Ok, i stop here, remember to jio me plae bball when i return, thanks..
Buai=P

TrUe LuV oR jUz CrUsh???

2005-06-06T13:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae brought bibi(hamster) home..
It's sOO cute, it wun bite, lucky 2dae no oral cos i hafen prepare but my one is 2moro, DIE LE!!! Juz plae bball at sch when it's rain, got a slight headache but now fine liao..
My rabbit look like a thief cos it's mouth is black de, juz like thief hu doesn't shave his moustach.. 2dae joanna ask me 1 qn, now den tink over & found tat i like tat person..
Oops, but dun noe how tat person feels..?
Tat person seems like like another person so i aso haf no idea how to admit to tat peson..
Hu is tat person? Shhh, (joanna) dun say hor!!!

WoW, a ChAnCe FrOm HeAvEn

2005-06-03T15:00:00.000-07:00

Haha, juz return sch from crescent girl's sch cos there got literature seminar..
Teacher organised bus for us to go there, wow..
wah a shock when i reach there!!!
Alot of girl's sch de eg, st thereas, cedar girl's..
Boy's sch aso got but oni one nia, mixed sch stands the most number..
I like the hall veri much, got air-con de!! But the most boring part is the speaker's speech.. Haha, i slept during the speech cos it last for 2 hour & i can't tan han..
But ku jin gan lai, my effort has not been wasted..
I enjoy the rest of the progamme & find it interesting..
Hope they can organise more of tis in the future, i'm looking forward to it=)

MeI yOu TiAn Li, HoLiDaY lE sTiLl MuZ gO sCh!!!

2005-05-31T21:05:00.000-07:00

2dae late for acc lesson while waiting with bertina for yuling..
She so big shot, still need us to go to her doorstep & wait quite long until the princess come out.. Hmm, i was toking to bertina at school's de staircase discussing abt how 2 tell teacher why we are late..
Hahas, i ask bertina to fake stomache den hor, the acc teacher walk down!!!
I wonder she got hear me toking anot.. scary sia, lolx!
Tok abt ghost stories with bertina & baoling at ava room den bertina say last time the band camp got someone possessed after a eye picture in the ava room drop down..
Scary, i kept looking at the eye picture lolx, scared tat it will blink to me..haha!
Hmm, slept away half of social studies lesson cos so sian & tiring, dreamt halfway until they said teacher ask me to wake up..
No choice, abolish my sweet dream halfway without completing it..
Looking forward to the changing of spectacles 2moro, quite excited abt it cos it's black if no wrong ba..
Wan an!

ChInEsE o-LeVel!!!

2005-05-30T16:12:00.000-07:00

2dae de chinese 0-level was pretty hard, especially the comprehension part..
Can't understand wat the question of the passage was toking even though the passage was quite easy larh^_^
If i get B4 or below, i would consider taking a retest at the end of the year paper..
May god bless me!

DrEaMiNg???

2005-05-27T16:55:00.000-07:00

Wow, am i dreaming..?
My mumi dun even scold me when i get such a low marks, haha, i got solution de, cos i tell her tat mid-year oni give us a preparation to 0-level & tat it would not be included in it..
Plus 2dae PTC, my teacher mdm parameswary sae i m a nice gal=X lolx=)
Hmm, monday is 0-level chinese le..
Mdm parapara tell me to score A1, lolx, dun noe whether i can get it..
My kor sae 0-level is harder den mid-year & tat i oni get A2 for my mid-year..
My kor predict i will drop to b3, i muz prove it to him i can score A1 since he like give me the look down atittude, i wun give up..
God bless me, i noe i muz aso depend largely on myself but haha, can give me the question tat i haf study..? haha=)

ReAlItY hUrTs

2005-05-19T17:47:00.000-07:00

Haiz, 2dae much more worst den yesterdae..
All the subject i got back failed badly(F9 all), to tell u the truth, i fail 5 subject out of 7 subject.. Now i am damn sadded & tat i can't even go Macpherson ITE wif tat lousy marks of mine even though a express student should aim for poly or maybe JC..
I really regret after looking at my marks, i almost cried out but haf to put on a fake front in front of my fren cos i dun wanna let them see me cry..
I rather suffer alone tat's why i look so happy 2dae & still got the mood to create alot of jokes.. Tis is juz an act cos i dun wanna see u all unhappy cos of me..
2dae was a really bad day for me, i'm veri hurt plus i din noe how to tell my mumi abt it..
She was really concern for my results, i guess i would get scold or even beaten up if she noe my result..
Hope my worst thinking never come truth, anyway i m mentally prepared..
Juz wanna enjoy tis few days b4 i really concentrate on my studies..
Sorrie mumi for disappointing u, i really din mean it..

ReLeAsInG oF rEsUlTs

2005-05-18T20:05:00.000-07:00

Haiz, 2dae the paper i got back mostly FAIL!!!
Yesterdae was fine so i thought 2dae would also be like tat but to my shock, it turn out opposite.. Who to blame?
It was me who din really put my heart to studying so i was the one to be blame for the consequence & i haaf to face it myself..
I m a failure!!!
I hafen really wake up from my dreams but now already MID-YEAR liao i still slack..
I muz really work hard le, my oni & one 0-level, miss it & i will be in damn trouble going to the sch i want..
I already plan wat sch i want 2 go liao, if poly den i aim Nanyang & if ITE, dun play play hor, i surely aim for Macpherson( dun noe if spell like tat anot! Haha )..

FuNny

2005-05-10T22:58:00.000-07:00

Juz now dinner my bro treat us to a meal at sembawang to celebrate late mother's day..
Den my bro wan more rice so he call the women server for a rice..
Later the women came wif a rice & say tis " small boi, do u wan any rice..?
I din noe she was calling me, it wasn't until my mumi told me she was talking to me..
She explain to the women tat i m a gal not a boi..hahas!
The most funniest part is where she sae i m more handsome than my bro..
My bro in order to save his face sae tat if he takes off his spectacles den he will be more shuai than me..
I almost burst into laughter when i saw his face turn sour when the women sae i am more shuai than him..
It means tat my bro is ugly cos i m a gal but ppl sae me more shuai than him liao so if u place a guy beside my bro, u could sae tat he is more ugly..lols =)

MiSs U sO bAdLy

2005-04-30T21:28:00.000-07:00

Since the day u went away, i been counting the day & night & tinking of u everytime i go to bed..
In my dream i dream of u, holding hands together wif me, walking down the red carpet, tat's when i knew we will stay together forever..
Miss u so much tat nothing seems impt to me except u, can't concentrate in class as my whole mind is filled wif memories of u..
U r the oni one tat make my world going, wat should i do without u..?
I would be totally helpless, & my world would stop spinning juz like jay chou de shi jie mo re to me unless u rescue me & return to me..
Until now den i found out tat i really fall in love wif u..
Pls dun leave me!!!

IzZiT gHoSt ???

2005-04-29T15:32:00.000-07:00

Oops!!
My back ache so much & it felt heavily & heavily as day goes by..
Den i remember the eye 2 movie aso got tis kind of situation, the gal sit on his shoulder..
Ohhh, is there one popping out fron there & now sitting on my back..
Die le la, gonna pray 2 god!!
Or else i would be dead sooner or later..

StEpPiNg DoWn

2005-04-29T13:00:00.000-07:00

Stepping down band at tis particular moment..
Starting 2 miss it liao, everyone laughter after they crack silly jokes but were fun..
2dae hate the photo session cos i tink it's a waste of time & tat i dun like 2 take photo..
But i noe they want to note down tis beautiful moment & recall wat's happening in the past through the photo so i din mind alot..
Finally it's all over!!!
0-level is the oni thing i muz put on my mind 1st or else i will regret more..

CleArAnCe Of TrUtH

2005-04-20T20:20:00.000-07:00

Luckily everything is clear liao, the misunderstanding is over..
Happy 2 haf 1 more fren than enemy..
Hope 2 find out the truth of everything & the mastermind hu causes it, wish 2 clear all tis things quickly..
Dun wan anyone 2 be hurtZ or mistaken!!!
If wan 1 person 2 sacrified, i hope tat person would be me..
Wish tat no one is the mastermind & tat it's all a misunderstanding!
Hope everything would return 2 normal like the past..

MiSuNdErStAnDiNg

2005-04-19T22:25:00.000-07:00

I tink we haf a big misunderstanding..
Ni dui wo you heng duo de wu hui!
The real reason is not cos of nobody plae bball den i ask u plae..
Is cos of the great time we had 2gether when we plae bball 2gether in the past, so i wan 2 call u down & haf a game wif us again to try & get tat wonderful moment back..
I realli miss tat moment even though it's short..
But u mistaken me & scold me, it makes me feel so sad & helpless cos i wan 2 tell u the real reason but i noe u always block me at msn so i couldn't find a chance & tok 2 u *sob*..

A cLoSe ShAvE

2005-04-18T17:50:00.000-07:00

Whoosh, heng sia!
Yesterdae i never go plae bball when joanna ask me 2 go..
They were involved in a police case & had 2 stay until midnight..
Actually i feel pity 4 joanna, after all, she was innocent but was treated as if she had commited a crime at the police station..
Haiz, may god bless u!
Amen, praying 4 u, my dear fren, 2 let u noe tat u are not alone & tat i do care 4 u!!!

HeE hEe

2005-04-17T08:42:00.000-07:00

Finally create my last edited blog..
Romantic ma..? Hahas, guess it is cos i spent my whole effort doing it, concentrating on the little details..
Hmm, well i tink it's u all de gong lau cos of the encouragement & comment given me..
Tat's y i wan to present u tis blog of mine..
A great thanks to all of u especially my kyo kor if not, tis blog wouldn't be as nice as now..
Xie xie kor, u show me the steps to success!!!

LoVe HuRtS..

2005-04-13T20:10:00.000-07:00

It really hurts me alot when u sae those nasty words 2 me..
I dun noe why, it's like a thousand knife stabbing into my heart..
I reflect over & now i tink i should give u up, perhaps tis is wat u wan de xin fu..
Juz wanna let u noe tat I'm willing 2 let u go even though there was a thousand disagreement in moii heart..

ReFlEcTiNg

2005-04-12T17:20:00.001-07:00

OH NO!!!
Our last SYF over liao *sob*..
No chance 2 participate another SYF le!!
Haiz, had 2 step down & concentrate on 0-level le..
Reflecting on the time when our band member is united, making laughter 2gether & most importantly, the cooperation of us wif the conductor MR TAY JIUN NGIAP 2 make good music.. Wo zhen de heng se bu de zou, dan shi bu neng bu zhou..
Sui ke yi ban wo..?

HoOrAy!!!

2005-04-11T22:50:00.000-07:00

We did it..
I can't believe we got SILVER for SYF!!!
A great improvement cos 2 years ago the senior got bronze & we kinda beat them..
Hahahas, no offence wor!!!